Outlier

Is this the

 one thing I have become?
Is this the 

fate so destined for me?

So far from 

the others;

so far from 

the world around me.

When the 

voices in my head are screaming

and lying and deceiving.

When the 

ones you could turn to

are gone.

How could I

explain my fears?

How could I

still be able to hide my tears?

When can I 

return to this world I once enjoyed?

When can I

realize it's gone from reach?

I can hear

the songs playing.

I can hear

the laughs dissipating.

This is who I 

have become?

This is who I 

am to be?

No.

I can't

let this happen.

No.

I won't

let this happen.

Let me

break free.

Let me

be.

16 March 2014

©LJ