Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Storyteller's Second Story

Storyteller, would you please tell another story?
 I am tired, and can not sleep, without a tale's glory. 

All right, little one, he says. 
I'll tell you more. 
From where I left off last time, 
will remembering what's been said be a chore? 

With a giggle in air, 
I catch it, like a bubble. 
I giggle, and with that, a bubble's double. 

 He catches my bubble, 
and holds it close.
 He lets it go into thin air. 
 Then it pops. 
Do you hear it? he asks, with a smile. 

My laugh, I answer. 
I haven't heard it in a while. 

It slowly creeps, filling the room, 
fading away the then-present gloom. 

He smiles, and sits beside me. 
Okay, he says, tell me, what do you see? 

I tell him, the words "I", "You", and "We". 

Funny, he says, I wrote long ago, 
the three little words that continue to grow. 

Words can grow? 

Of course they can! he says, and flies in the air,
 I'll try to explain it, if you dare. 

 Okay. I say. Dare. 

 He claps his hands in sheer delight. 
 You'll fall asleep with this story tonight! 
He begins to explain, as happy can be, Who is this? 
he points to a picture of me.

 Me. 

 I to you, little one, he revises.
 The higher his happiness, he slowly rises 
 into the air to collect a frame off the wall. 
Who is this? he then asks, which is obvious to all. 

That's you. 

That's I to me, and you to you. 
 One more! he says, as he comes back down, 
with a picture of people, in a small little town. 
 Who are they? he asks. You don't know them, but still,
 they're there, aren't they? With love their hearts fill!!

 I totally see it, 
I think I've it now! 
Show them again, please, 
I have a vow!

 He shows the pictures like playing cards, 
and easily now, I know who they are. 

The first one is I, a picture of me. 
The second is You, and the last one is We. 

Yes! Yes! he says joyfully. 
And the hearth of their growth? 

I say... Unity! 

You learn awfully fast, he says with a grin. 
Next time, I won't let you so easily win. 
Think of them growing, their heart's filled with love, 
a love so eternal, a love from above. 
 Think of the tidal waves of so many smiles. 
Well, don't think that much if you won't sleep awhile. 

 My little listeners, continue to grow 
let me be there to show you, the way there's to go. 
I, You, and We play in our lives,
in our minds, in our each, every day. 

 So tell me, did that story fulfill your quest? 

Yes, I say, I am ready to rest. 
Thank you, Storyteller, for that wonderful tale, 
but next time, I'd love to fly with you, to fly and sail. 
He pops the bubble his giggle made. 
It lulls me to sleep, with my brain, it played.
 It brings me to this, as I continue to tell, 
 the stories of telling he knew so well. 

...To be continued.

 -LJ 
27 July 2013

I Walked A Place...

I walked a place, 
flowers all around, 
and stones carved 
with loving words. 
 A million hearts
 now one with the world. 
 Hair flies 
so harshly 
against my face. 
 I look inside,
 a flood of flowers
 all around,
 and loving words and creations.
 The flowers were 
your favorite 
and then some. 
My inner child comes through 
and I am stunned... 
stunned at how beautiful
 this seemingly depressing place was. 
And what used to be... 
was sleeping sound, 
and none dare harm 
that precious treasure. 
And what is now... 
is joyous, alive, and new, 
and ever-present 
in all of us. 
I give you these flowers, 
because I know you love them. 
What grace floods from our hearts. 
A sweet vanilla fills the air. 
 And I hear you, 
whisper lovingly, 
"Thank you.  
I love you more." 

©LJ 
16 August 2013

Happy Hour

P r o l o g u e   o f 
a
n i g h t m a r e 
d r e a m e d   o n e
m i s e r a b l e   n i g h t,
a n d   b e c a m e 
r e a l i t y,
a   h o r r o r  s t o r y
i n   t h e   m i n d
o f  t h e
s e n s i t i v e - h e a r t e d...

Slithering whispers
of unparalleled delight
call my name
with sad songs in its voice,
undressing my false emotions
and caressing me,
feverishly
in the dark.
It lingers in shadows
that you nor I
would ever think are there.
It surrounds me.
I try to escape,
but it pulls me in.
It possesses me,
and I can not see.
It hurts me,
but I feel
not a single thing.

...It 
frightens 
me.

Nobody's there,
says the voice again.
They're out to get you.
They're out to kill.
But it steals my screams.

T h e n 
 i t  
s t e a l s  
me.

I become startled,
but then...
it goes away.
The predator in its eyes
feeds anger in mine.

It takes advantage
of my heart,
and fiddles with the inner mechanisms
of my mind
and feeds off the draining energy
of my soul
that seems to be hanging by a thread.

It abuses me.
Never have I felt 
so used
so alone
so unloved
by the voice
that is there
in my head
when I'm down
and it's never there
when I need to cheer up.
Its walls of destruction
are its walls of protection
so no one can break them.
It sought for, it triggers,
it feeds on my pain.

It says, 
"They'll never believe you!"

It's there,
don't you see?
There is this voice

a n d
t h e n 
t h e r e 
i s
me.

But to this moment
no one believes
that fateful day
where the shadows,
and whispers,
and feelings of despair,
the loneliness,
the aching,
the suffocation I felt
because of its presence
manifested into something
bigger than itself.

It goes away,
but then it comes back.
It burns
into my veins,
and I can't seem
to be saved.

Then
you
help
me.

I am freed from its grasp
and you vanquish the  shadow
from under my bed
that's touching my skin,
and making my mind
live in fear of itself.

And I fear sometimes
that I will never escape
the grasp of its hold,
the strength of its might.
I fear sometimes
that I will never be free
from those hands without form
that grope in the night.

©LJ
17 August 2014

Monday, September 15, 2014

If Only I Could

If only words could explain,
if only I could just refrain

from this aching repitition
of this beautiful condition

that makes me hope and makes me wonder,
that makes it rain in all this thunder,

that makes me sing and makes me dance,
that makes me takes that risk and chance.

If only I could be someone,
if only I could just become 

this aching repitition
of this beautiful condition.

If only I could follow dreams,
if only I could tear the seams.

keeping me in constant pain,
in everlasting acid rain.

If only I could be the one
that could really ever run

from this aching repitition
of this beautiful condition.

If only.

©LJ
15 September 2014