If Only I Could

If only words could explain,

if only I could just refrain

from this aching repitition

of this beautiful condition

that makes me hope and makes me wonder,

that makes it rain in all this thunder,

that makes me sing and makes me dance,

that makes me takes that risk and chance.

If only I could be someone,

if only I could just become 

this aching repitition

of this beautiful condition.

If only I could follow dreams,

if only I could tear the seams.

keeping me in constant pain,

in everlasting acid rain.

If only I could be the one

that could really ever run

from this aching repitition

of this beautiful condition.

If only.

©LJ

15 September 2014